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[Jun. 5th, 2006|03:09 am] |
All this stuff that im about to say is from my heart.
So Listen and read..
First of all i have been feeeling like crap and somehow i have been trying to figure myself out and lately i have beeen depressed and sad for some reason.
I could tell that my friends (i have so many so friends but this blog is about some of them)
are getting tired of me and so i try my best to be a good friend..
And it seems like i failed and it's makes me feel bad when im not wanted and people just don't know how that feels and its like a really huge knife in my heart and i hate that..
What in the hell do i do to annoy people..
people just stand there and son't say shit and i can't do anything about it if nobody says anything...
To one of my friends he is about to do something so fucking stupid and i wished i could just tell him but he looks so happy..
Im going to tell him sooner or later..
but he should know that he could get in trouble for what he is doing..
but i guess he can't think about it..
Well i wrote this today and this is one of first time i written like this
"Set Your Hearts To Die A Certain Time"
"The more i go on it gets worse
It goes to my head making me feel like shit
I wanna go home and stay inside
I shouldn't have said those things
That i said to everyone
Its always so hard to be myself
Am i going to do the right thing
I've failed and somehow my legs are weak
I can't prove myself to anyone now
I've failed and somehow my heart stopped beating
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| Comments: |
hey matt, this may not mean much to you and I know I haven't been around much
But I'll always be here for you and you know I'll always defend you.
Love ya Matt | |
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